I felt losing you so I said "oh God what to do now?" I was trying to be bad to everyone to call your look at me. But nothing happened like I wanted, it's true. I lost half part of myself when I lost you. In fact I didn't lose, you never told me before that you don’t really love me, like a friend or not. I was just such a star with no-shine in your sky, nothing more than a daily guy in your life. You never been mine, and blowed my mind like I belonged to you. I don't care because you neither do. The whole wide world crashed down right in my eyes, and now, you're not the girl that you said you were. I really fucking loved your smile, your eyes, voice, body, like you said "I'll protect you forever". Today you come with that decieving little smile, and your black holes. And I'm wondering, where your old friends are? They go, and I'm not at all surprised. I'm still waiting for something I’ll stay just waiting that you won't be another mistake right over my shoulder. I'm fooling myself.

- Igor Denali